believe and beyond

Stress is a terrible thing and trust me if going to a selective school teaches you anything it would be that this statement rings true. The half-yearlies have been quite a burden for everyone including myself and although every exam is another relief, another one soon takes it place. English Extension consisted of an essay about Utopia. It would be quite stereotypical to talk about what a utopia actually means (not to mention draining on a fed-up utopia-cluttered dead-brain) instead i shall put forward that you must believe in order to go beyond.

The end result of studying very hard was not a good one however i feel sorry for those who try way harder with even less return. Some of my friends are in this category and sometimes you wonder what's the point of so much input returning such little output (economics was next when i wrote this). You know what the truth is, it's that people always believe they will be better. It is that they will always strive for such success that continues advancing the human race. I may have predicted my failures but i still believe i can do better and that's what keeps me going i must strive beyond short term gains and believe that the in the long run i shall obtain the perquisites of my dream career of becoming a doctor.

I write this as i sit in awe, at a place i had almost exclusively reserved for either training or lovemaking (both arguably tiring). I discover that in fact it is the opposite of both, a relaxing detached place. Never have i attempted to look beyond the status quo that holds this place in my head as a fortress. Sometimes you have to look beyond the confines that hold you and sometimes you just might stumble upon a hidden jewel. This time, looking beyond has produced tranquility and a place that i'll continue journeying to for relaxation.

Listening to Nujabes particularly Beyond/Next View so bye.
By the way, i would like to mention that i'm not a Beliber.