Anxiety

Now alongside certain fantasies that probably shouldn't be disclosed on such a family friendly blog, i recently have also had dreams of anxiety. Those ones where you're giving a speech and somehow you forgot to dress yourself properly, ending up in just your embarrassing underwear, yes one of those.

Sleep

Today i slept in til 1pm which i haven't done in a long time and honestly despite being a massive waste of a day, it really appealed to me for some reason. Surprisingly i took a nap two hours later as well just in case i thought i didn't have enough sleep.

Places

I think i've recently found another "chill-out" spot for myself. Not too sure if anyone else does what i do which is accumulate a list of locations around the place that allow positive zen (what some people call it) and escape the daily grind (Gloria Jeans product placement), and above all, simply relax.

frostbitten

So the past few days i've been down and out with a cold - brought upon by largely unsanitary sharing of food rituals at school plus the sudden cold snap unleashed upon Sydney. Solitary confinement often makes you think (mainly because the headache's so bad that trying to do anything else is impossible) and so after watching The Adjustment Bureau, it really made me question the whole notion of self-determinism again. Man, i need to go out more.